I was so scared about doing this...
I hate this part of me who misses you so bad and hard and wants to write it
and cry you
and yell you
Because I can't believe how fast you gave up with us. You packed, took a plane, no one tear, and two months later, you never said you missed me.
I want to cry to you so bad, like those two days where I felt my world was falling apart.
I hate to be this calm person, this pretty girl that is supporting you because I love you.
Miss I'm okay
Miss I'm living my dream life
Miss He's okay, we talk all the time
My God, I'm in a new hell every time you double-crossed my mind.
But here I am, fucking with someone else, trying so hard to forget you because you were not the big deal,
because we were not okay.
But the truth is, that I miss you so bad that it hurts,
But more hurts to feel that you don't even care. But this is not sth new, isn't it?
I'm here, I'm my own fool, that one that nobody understands.
I run in the mornings, I moved out to your old neighborhood, and even I'm still going to the same places.
I remember you in every fucking song and dream awake with meet you again,
Our things, the way we speak, the way I could tell you everything...
But you're gone.
And I'm here.
I've got the job, the place, and the routine...
but I can't stop thinking how much the lack of you feels everywhere.
Roma - Lagos
Pangea - Los mesoneros
All too well - Taylor swift